The End of Everything

Digressing in my own depression
At a corner, you ignore my existence
But even without knowing it
You strike me with your spell

I am the one that every day
Contemplate with sorrow the beauty of your eyes
And the subliminal constituition of your grace
That almost makes me cry in vain, making me remember my own childhood

In my obscure mind
I create dark and perverse plans
To occult myself in your walk
To catch you and force you to love me eternally

I can't contain anymore
I die frome the fever of your perfection
You're an angel and I'm a demon
You'll fall in my malediction

The sky is grey
Just as my heart
I'll bring you the holocaust of my desires
You'll be mine and from nobody else

But you don't give me pleasure
You only raise the intensity of this pain
Over and over again
Without you I just want to be alone, in this world without colour

I want more than your body
I want your soul
I want your feelings
I want your emotions

I steal you a kiss
Since I got here
To have sweet memories
Of your existence

As I love you
I'll let you go
I'll let you free
Without hurt you...

I just hope one day I can find you
Even if not in this place
So well known to you
But so inadequate to you

And now sitted down
With an elbow in a knee
And my hand in my face
With the opposite hand covered in blood

Blood that runs from my wrist
With which I wrote in a wall that I love you, whining...
And I let the blood run until I die
Goodbye...