Always in the edge of my field of view
My heart beats fast even if afar I see you
I can't do nothing to explain this painful feel
Painful but with cure...
You...

I want to say
How I can't live without you
But it never ever happen
I put everything in your lay
Because I am too shy
And if you ask me if I love you
I would lie

I have to much shame
In my heart
In my head
It looks like I am dead

Inside I burn

Inside I burn

Without you

And when I try to say to you something
I just wish it's already said
But in the end I can't say shit
I can't cite a word to you

And I don't know why
And if you ask me if I love you
I would lie

But sometimes I just feel hate
Against you
And against my probable fate
Without you
And I try to forget
That I love you
But my heart says
It's forbidden

And if you ask me I love you
I would lie
Because I am too shy

And I burn inside because I don't have you!

And I burn inside without you...

You are a materialistic one
A preepy mediocre like the other girls
But when I see you forget it all
My pride always fall
Express to you how I love you
Is more than a shall
Even with all the shit I have in my head
But when I try to say to you something
I just wish it's already said
But it end I can't say SHIT!

And if you ask me if I love you
I would lie
Because I am too shy

And if you travel to far away I'll miss you
You maybe don't care but I love you...
It's the only thing I know
Even if you don't think so...

I know I don't deserve you
I know you deserve much better
I am stupid because I can't say what I feel...

Or maybe NO...

NO!

FUCK OFF!

You stupid materialistic girl!

FUCK OFF! FUCK OFF!

You and your dumb look

FUCK OFF!

Maybe my pride comes cruel
And cursed
My only wish is too see you dead
I have this sadistic thought in my head
I wanna see you dead!
I wanna see you suffering!

Suffer! AND FUCK OFF!

Lies...
Lies... just a bunch of lies...

I know this thoughts are just a lie
I'll forget it and put every decisions in your lay
Because I can't do nothing
For you...

I'm burning...
In shame
I'm burning...
In agony
I'm burning...
WITHOUT YOU!

Just you have my empathy
The size of this feeling is bigger than a sea
And I burn inside because I don't have you
Because I don't have you..

Inside... I burn...
Inside... I burn...
Without you...

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So... it's my new poem/lyric with the intention to be a Metalcore song.

My new poem/lyric

Sea of Thoughts

One more time
I just want to dive

One more time
I just want to escape

One more time
I just want to use my fuckin head

Yes, my head
Do you think I am dead
I don't think so...
I am going to kill you!
I'll smash you with my hands
It's my fuckin display of anger

One more time
I just want to dive

One more time
I just want to escape

One more time
I just want to use my fuckin head

I am going mad
I am going crazy
I am always sober to be free
I am always lucid to be free
My thoughts are on the oppressors leash
Like you can see

Sometimes my head need to talk
Sometimes my head need to be listened
People are fashion victims
People are on the leash of big people

I am tired of routine
IT'S ENOUGH!
I am tired of label
IT'S ENOUGH!
I am tired of the same people...
Stupid rednecks!

Let me free!
I want to escape of this opression!
Let me free!
I want to dive in to a sea!
Wises call it the sea of thoughts
Where we are free to think
PLEASE LET ME FUCKING FREE!

I got to admit
Violence to those lab rats
I don't want to submit
Because they're to weak
To fashionable freaks
To motherfucking sick
But they made me insane!

What the fuck I am going to do?
I am going to give you a clue
I'll make those worms suffer
I'll make them lose their subliminal cute and so so so fucking cool self-esteem

I'll smash them!
With my words
With my thoughts
Using my head
They'll be dead!
Inside!

INCOMING!

One more time
I just want to dive

One more time
I just want to escape

One more time
One more time
One more fuckin time
One more fuckin minute
I just want to use my fuckin head

AGAINST THEM!

AGAINST THEM!

AGAINST THEM!

MOTHERFUCKERS!

...

So who are them? They're the people who think instead of so many people of this society, but in some verses you can see that I am against this society too... Now, who think instead of us model designers and MTV... and you really got to admit that's fucking true...
You would notice that "One more time" appears in a Slipknot song called "Snap" but what the fuck... they're my fuckin inspiration... This is a song yet because I made the guitar riff and solo to this poem/lyric, I am waiting for drums and bass to record it all... one day... And the guitar riff is inspired a little bit in Machine Head and Suicidal Tendecies, if one day you listen to this song (and I hope you listen to) you'll notice a little bit punk, this song is going to be Thrash Metal or Thrashcore but that is not important now...
Personnally I think it's my best poem/lyric yet...

Check out my new poem

Sins N' Desire in Vain

There was smoke in the streets
Of the bonfires
Sex were the people desires

That night was a celebration of heresy
In the corners the bitches reigned
Having orgasm but with sarcasm
Just to make pleasure

A pedophile "working"
In that dark night
Was caught

Just the death and the hangman
was waiting for him
In the inquisition
Die, maybe is his last mission

He just wished
Never committed that sin in vain
In his face predominate the pain
The commandments were broken
By that noble criminal
The door of his cell was open
To that stupid animal

It's not a surprise
The fact that he violate hookers and virgins
Because he is ugly and cleft
And before the day of his death
He had a nightmare
Which looks like dream
Where shit happens
But tastes like ice cream
A little bald angel with two horns
(Maybe that happens because of the Norns)
Appeared there
And speech to him
With words which rhyme
"YOU GOT TO KILL!
NOW TAKE THIS BILL!"
He received too, one sword
People call it sorrow
Because who look at it
Always became choked
And puke blood
Like said the witches
Which were burned

Before that noble animal died
Was ressurected
By the hands of that angel
That betrayed God
But didn't take the rod

When he raised again
He taked his sword and his bill in vain
And bill had written there
KILL!

The river turned red
Of blood
And the forest whispered death
Impaled in the wood

One civil survied
He got watch his tone
He got to close his eyes
For him don't dies
He can't clap his hands
He can't run
He can't go to light of the sun
For the new beast don't see him
He got to drag himself forest
He got to take rest

Now he woke up
He got to be sneaky if he don't want to fuck up

WATCH OUT!
The beast is there!
Too late you are now a dead...

I am inspired a little bit in Cradle of Filth, it's not my custom write gothic or black metal poetry but I felt I had to do it, so I did...

yay!

I made this lyrics and fuck... I hope you like

I am sick

I am sick of you
I am sick of your subliminal words
I am sick all that you represent
I am sick
I don't need your fascist democracy
I am sick of you
STOP JUDGING ME!
I STILL SICK OF YOU!

WHY I ALWAYS BECOME SICK WHEN YOU TALK?
WHY I ALWAYS BECOME SHOCKED WHEN YOU TALK?
I FEEL TERROR!
I FEEL THAT YOU SCANDALIZED ME!
WHY?
WHY?!
WHY I WISH YOU DIE(eeeee)?

FEEL MY PAIN!
FEEL IT!
FEEL MY TERROR!
FEEL IT!
FEEL MY DESIRE TO MAKE A REVOLUTION!

FEEL IT!

I am sick of you
I am sick of your subliminal words
I am sick all that you represent
I am sick
I don't need your fascist democracy
I am sick of you
STOP JUDGING ME!
I STILL SICK OF YOU!

WHY I ALWAYS BECOME SICK WHEN YOU TALK?
WHY I ALWAYS BECOME SHOCKED WHEN YOU TALK?
I FEEL TERROR!
I FEEL THAT YOU SCANDALIZED ME!
WHY?
WHY?!
WHY I WISH YOU DIE(eeeee)?

You such a loser
You are a hooker
You are a cocksucker
You are a motherfucker
Ask your mother if she suck my cock
Ask your mother if I can fuck her shiny and healthy ass

I am sick of you
I am sick of your subliminal words
I am sick all that you represent
I am sick
I don't need your fascist democracy
I am sick of you
STOP JUDGING ME!
I STILL SICK OF YOU!

WHY I ALWAYS BECOME SICK WHEN YOU TALK?
WHY I ALWAYS BECOME SHOCKED WHEN YOU TALK?
I FEEL TERROR!
I FEEL THAT YOU SCANDALIZED ME!
WHY?
WHY?!
WHY I WISH YOU DIE(eeeee)?

GET OUT OF MY MIND!

GET OUT OF MY MIND!

GET OUT OF MY MIND!

Fuck...

GET OUT OF MY MIND!

THIS IS MY LIMIT!

I made this drawing =O

It's very cute I think... Hey guys... I made this drawing... Cool?

:3

Do you like it? (I wish you don't like)

Sometimes I am listen to Lamb of God or another motherfuckin Metal think, and at the same time I am doing some shit on the Internet (sometimes seeing porn) And I start thinking about society... and there are in society some shitty people, and I star feeling anger because that shitty people are living in a mediocrity life and they are respected, and people who respect that shitty people, are shitty people too, and my final conclusion is... Society=Shit, so I change the music from Lamb of God to Slipknot, and I start to listen People=Shit, and that's true... And after listening that music, I think: "Time to listen to Led Zeppelin", (or Deep Purple) and I feel a sensation of relax... don't give a flying fuck, and then I think "Respect is an important thing", and I start to listen to Grunge Music, Nirvana and Pearl Jam...
I often think I only like certain songs depending on my state of mind, anyway I CAN'T listen to Rap and another mediocre genres of music different Metal or Hardcore or Grunge or Punk or Rock N' Roll...
And when I am feeling sarcastic I come to Newgrounds and that happens too often...

Sorry if I made some language mistakes... I don't speak English fluently...